With Karl dead, it's no wonder Sapnap is hurting. When Dream takes him under his wing in hopes of stabilizing him, he finds himself calling for Clay. Guilt fills him, conflicting him. Ups and downs drive Nick to insanity. Will Sapnap recover? WARNING! Angst, death, self-harm, smut, depression, crying, internal pain, cussing. NOT FINISHED, WILL BE ADDING DAILY!!! Leave any suggestions in the comments