Blood Stains Behind The Respirator
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Ongoing, First published Aug 16, 2022
Mature
Crime scene cleaners fix messes. Lauren makes her own. A psychopath working as a trauma cleaner, looking to feel normal. Committing horrific murders to reflecting on lost emotion. Surrender or Survive. A choice must be made.

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Lauren Ruiz Kühn works as a Forensic Aftermath Cleaner, otherwise knows as Crime Scene Cleaners. A mentally straining job for most but a useful skillset to Lauren. Furthermore, the term "psychopath". Do you know how to identify one? A person who is callous, unemotional, and morally depraved. Inability to experience emotions, yet masters in mirroring them. A way of life considered normal for her. The only way Lauren is able to feel anything, is in times of high intensity or illegally thrilling activities. Fascinated with acts of murder to express, Lauren found the relief she longed for. The feeling however, being temporary. Escaping arrest her own career, the life she didn't want to change invited an unexpected new face. A "love" interest. Incapable of these emotions, Lauren's reason for romantic involvement stemmed from nothing more than animalistic desires looking to be quenched as needed. When emotions never felt before start to rear an ugly head, Lauren's situation and sanity takes a turn. From diving into a past best forgotten, to dealing with psychological trauma. A choice between Surrender or Survival must be made. Welcome to the story inside the mind of a Psychopath.

TRIGGER WARNING: This novel features listed thing below and not limited to,
-S/A, S/H,  and Domestic Abuse
-Bodily Discretions/Waste (Blood, Vomit, Urine, Etc.)
-Graphic Depiction of Violent Act/Murder
-Psychological Torture and Trauma
-Substance Abuse
-Animal Abuse/Death
-Displays of Homophobia
-Suicide
-Nudity
-Sexually Explicit Scenes
-Religious Topics
-Family Related Trauma
(Yeah I know, it's a laundry list.)
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