Losing Faith

"If you are reading this, it probably means I am gone. And if I'm not gone, why are you reading this? I strictly told you to only read it AFTER I died, and you promised you would only read it then, you better not be breaking your promise, Emily, if you are I will find out. So only continue reading if I am truly dead..."

Emily's sister died two years ago, and almost 11 years ago her twin brother went missing. She's finding it hard to cope with all of this, along with the pressure from her dad and hate from the rest of her family. The work growing harder in school and everything just caving down on her. She decides to try and find new methods to keep her happy. But what could that lead too?

Another steel-stained, scarlet red blade.
Another song blaring through the speakers; drowning out my pain.
Another second you don't listen to me.
Another minute you'll never see.
It's calling out to me.