atelophobia
[noun; a-te-lo-pho-bia]
➸the fear of never being good enough . The fear of failure.
Anastasia dreamed of being the perfect black widow and when she got a Hogwartsletter, she was even more happy to be special. She was different from the other widows, so she worked even harder, what means, she woke up early to train. When the sun disappeared, she trained even more, until she couldn't feel her muscles. In between: School lessons about poisonous potions, noble hippogriffs, flying feathers and mice turning into goblets.
during all this time, she never made friends and avoided every living thing at this castle. So when she found a crying fifthyear at the astronomy tower, she at first tried to ignore him but then gets too involved with him, his friends and the friends furry problem.
So she helps Sirius to win over his friends in exchange for every secret of Hogwarts.
Kacie Elektra Black, the twin of Sirius Black, was part of the Marauders. Part of the group of Gryffindor's that was the closest groups of friends you'll find at Hogwarts. Part of a group that was more like family then friends. They all met on the Hogwarts Express on their first train ride to the castle and have been inseparable ever since.
But when she realizes she's developing very strong feelings for a certain tall sandy haired scarred boy, whom had been her best friend for the last five, going on six, years now, she isn't exactly sure how to proceed with things.
She soon finds out that her feelings may be reciprocated and a relationship ensues. Can their love withstand the war that's brewing outside of the castle walls? And what kind of world are they going to be entering when they graduate?