secret affair

chapter 1
Every single day I wonder everyday when will I get a chance to actually love someone. I mean like sex wise there is only one guy that I have my eye on. But sadly he is taken by this bitch who thinks she is all that . Like holy shit that fucking bitch is thinking that she has everything when she is just like me. like holy fuck I really want to kick her ass down. But I can't fucking do that cuz she is the fucking cheer leading captain and I just want to kill her but I am also on the cheer leading squad. Which sucks ass cuz she is the boss of everyone basically. I want to kill her so much. I know there is so many other cute guys at school but this one seems a little different than the rest. Well most of them are on the football team and they like me, but I can't seem to understand why I'm still after this guy when he is taken by a bitch. Oh wait maybe she is his sex bitch that's another way to think of it. I usually sit in the corner by myself before I get up cuz of