Mildred (Lost A Friend)
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Story inspired by the song Mildred (Lost A Friend) by Deaf Havana.
Mildred has just completed university, though instead of working in a hospital as she has always wanted she is now being admitted to one until she can function normally again. Suffering from a personality disorder she is detached from the world and for this reason refuses to speak to anyone including herself. Her self hate has grown inside of her for years to the point that she now resents the sound of her own voice. Will she ever get her chance to work in a hospital? Or will she spend the rest of her days admitted as one?
*Author's notes -
This story contains some triggering content and heavily described gore. Please don't read on if you think you will be triggered.
This story does not include any members of Deaf Havana/bands though is strongly based off of the song.
This is the first story that I have posted so please comment on anything you like/improvements I could make.
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