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Reads 4,444
Votes 133
Parts 13
Time 2h 52m

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on a warm fall night in new york city, fate brings two nineteen year old boys together. except they didn't really know each other. in fact, it was the day that the golden blonde one was going to end it all. will this fateful meetup lift the boy out of his depression, or will it cause the brown haired one great pain? 

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You're Mine For Eternity // DNF by Not_Jlyn

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Already Gone by _havesomeblue_

[FINISHED] Dream speaks what he feels. Dream understands what he feels. Dream takes action upon what he feels. George doesn't. George doesn't know how to organize his brain so that he can realize what he feels. George doesn't know how to display his emotions comfortably. George doesn't even really know how to feel yet. But Dream changes that. WARNINGS: not suitable for younger readers, angst, suicidal themes, self hatred

237 Days by Alexxiiawrites

They never liked eachothers. At school James was the popular handsome guy, everyone loved him, to them James had not one care in the world, little did they know. Celestia had her group of friends which she hangs out with, she is known to be the perfect girl among everyone, and that's one thing to keep that way. She hates him,but together they are bound in a deeper level. Will they fall for eachother? Or will they be the victims of destiny? --------- 🥈 small stories - 8 March 2023-2 April 2023 🥈 Panic Disorder- 14 March 2023 🥈 Panic Disorder- 11 May 2023 🥉 Panic disorder- 20 March 2023

What Anxiety Feels Like (DNF/ Dream not found angst) by mineCraftYT2

Anxiety comes creeping back into George's life from his childhood. Thinking he can handle it on his own, he doesn't tell anyone. That plan goes out the window when he calls Dream in the middle of having a panic attack because even when his mind is spinning and he feels like he's suffocating- Dream will always be the calm in his craziest storms

Mirrored by ryuwritings321

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Lover Boys by ellabella1o1

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The Pulse by tpwkbaes

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Secrets, Dnf. by Floractic

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You're Mine For Eternity // DNF

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