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Time 2h 52m

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on a warm fall night in new york city, fate brings two nineteen year old boys together. except they didn't really know each other. in fact, it was the day that the golden blonde one was going to end it all. will this fateful meetup lift the boy out of his depression, or will it cause the brown haired one great pain? 

* not shipping, fictional book. 

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