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on a warm fall night in new york city, fate brings two nineteen year old boys together. except they didn't really know each other. in fact, it was the day that the golden blonde one was going to end it all. will this fateful meetup lift the boy out of his depression, or will it cause the brown haired one great pain? 

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Do You Remember Me ? (currently editing) by marleymoo2013

Meet Hope a 16 year old girl who may not be the prettiest and smartest girl alive but she has a heart of gold. However like any other teenager she hasn't had an easy life. She suffers from anxiety and depression. Her friends use her and she feels like her parents care more about her brother than her. She feels like she is just a burden to people. Sometimes it all gets a bit to much and she just wants someone to comfort her. suddenly her life is turned upside down after she meets a boy named chase. Will he be able to help her? Have they met before? sorry if it's bad it was my first story As of 30/4/2021 I am going through and editing it warning : violence, swearing, bullying, abuse, death

December: A DNF Novel by basicinstinctnovels

Dream watched for a few seconds as the man walked away. He didn't know why he watched, but he did. His body wasn't letting him look away. Talkative and witty Dream is a short-term visitor of London, England wherein resides London-native George, who keeps to himself but has an incredible imagination. They find their paths collide one evening at a local café. Neither of them know what they are doing or what they're looking for, but they find comfort in knowing they are in a similar boat. Watch them navigate through life-altering news, mental health rollercoasters, and surprise guests in this story of pure emotions. Trigger Warning (TW)/Content Warning (CW) for Mature Content: Swearing, descriptions of explicit sexual content, alcohol/drug usage, drug abuse, homophobia, mental illness, mentions of vehicle accidents, vomiting, brief scenes of violence/blood, weapons, mentions of sexual harassment, self-injurious behaviors, brief suicidal themes, mentions of death

Mirrored by ryuwritings321

Tropes: Childhood friends to lovers, Soulmates, Twin Flames, she falls first but he falls harder (or is that the case . . .), you complete me, Tragic past, Dark Fairytale 𝙎𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝘼𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙘 https://pin.it/57WqdWXHE (copy and paste🩷) 𝙎𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩 I found - Amber Run Panic Room - Au/Ra I'm a Mess - Bebe Rexha Lose my Mind - Dean Lewis Monster - Eminem Ft. Rihanna Demons - Imagine Dragons Experience - Ludovico Einaudi Map - Maroon 5 Fire on Fire - Sam Smith Where's my Love - SYML How to Save a Life - The Fray Dusk till Dawn - Zayn ft Sia 𝑲𝒂𝒚𝒂 𝑯𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒎𝒐𝒕𝒐 She is your typical sunshine. All bright smiles and big personalities - or at least that is what she shows to everyone else besides herself. The only person who see's her dark thoughts, numbed feelings, and painful days was him. But after her father was found to be the traitor of the Yakuza organization in the States, she is immediately labelled as the traitors daughter. An enemy, a scum. With a mother battling wit health issues, a younger sister to provide for, she begs for mercy. 𝑹𝒚𝒐𝒔𝒖𝒌𝒆 𝑺𝒂𝒌𝒖𝒓𝒂𝒛𝒖𝒌𝒊 The person the world sees is cold, manipulative, apathetic man who was the next leader of the Yakuza Organization of the states. He was seen as emotionless, even those close to him. Naturally, everyone expected him to get rid of the traitor's family. Except he didn't. He has emotions, but hides them. But there was one person who knew him better than he did and couldn't apply his logic to . . . Her. So what happens when a girl who feels too much and a boy who pretends to feels very little fall for each other and find that they complete each other when their situations pulls them apart?

What Anxiety Feels Like (DNF/ Dream not found angst) by mineCraftYT2

Anxiety comes creeping back into George's life from his childhood. Thinking he can handle it on his own, he doesn't tell anyone. That plan goes out the window when he calls Dream in the middle of having a panic attack because even when his mind is spinning and he feels like he's suffocating- Dream will always be the calm in his craziest storms

Quiet, Kitten || dnf by Glittercat34

Major TW: graphic descriptions of rape George is living a good life with his boyfriend, Cole. Well... maybe "good" isn't the right word... Let me try again. George is living a nightmare. Cole is cruel, cold, and forceful, and George doesn't want it. He hates his life with Cole, he hates the constant abuse and sexual advances made on him. Dream is an ocean away, oblivious to the mental and physical torture George suffers through every day. Well, until he isn't so far. And George wants to talk to Dream, to thank him for helping, but there's one problem... He can't. OR a book where Dream saves Gogy from his abusive bf and helps him with the PTSD and onset of selective mutism. A story told in two acts. TW are listed in start of each chapter. Started 6/1/21, Finished 8/14/21 Highest Rankings: #1 in #angst #1 in #mentalhealth #1 in #mute #1 in #mutism #1 in #posttraumaticstressdisorder #1 in #trauma #1 in #minecraft #1 in #dreamteam #2 in #abuse #2 in #anxietydisorder #2 in #gream #2 in #wilbursoot #3 in #dnf #4 in #lgbt #4 in #lgbtq #5 in #gay #9 in #ptsd #10 in #dreamnotfound #13 in #writtenwithpride #15 in #georgenotfound

A Little Bit Of Joy | ✔ by wigglysubu

[Featured by wattpad romance, teen fiction, young adult and psychologicalnovel] Joy Jones was a seventeen-year-old kind and optimistic girl working in her grandpa's flower shop, but she had a secret. She was suffering from acute lymphoblastic leukaemia and wanted nothing, but to die peacefully. That was until Logan Kellerman, a young man with suicidal tendencies came storming into her life and stole roses from her grandpa's flower shop. Instead of running away with what he came for, he found himself falling deeper and deeper into her as she made his heart skip in delight, for she was, in her own words, a little bit of Joy. * * * from some of my readers of this book, thanks❤- ❝I LOVE YOUR STORY OKAY. THIS STORY AND YOUR WRITING- IT GIVES ME HOPE YOU KNOW.❞ - aimawrites ❝This is so different than so many stereotypical stories on here and i'm so glad i read it.❞ -lepus_leporis ❝They're both so poetic and beautiful and perfect for each other. GAHHhh I love them.❞ - alycecaswell ❝The way she vividly describes the world makes me so happy. Heat keeps rushing to my cheeks in pure euphoric joy. This book is making me so grateful for everything around me and I never want it to end.❞ - nylammeeyn [highest rank: 7 in sad] [cover by soulanatomy]

LifeLine ~ (Dnf? - Angst) by youwontknome

When George starts doubting his life after a long while of being okay. When Dream doesn't know how to help him and remain mentally stable himself. When Sapnap feels bad for not being able to care for the both of them while having conflicting feelings for his life long friend. This story is completed 👍

Lover Boys by ellabella1o1

Their hearts ached being apart, and melted when they were together. With George's daring, dark past, could he make it through to the future? ~Things to note~ ✰Clay (Dream) and George both attended high school in the state of Florida. ✰They are the same age, 17. ✰There will be TW throughout, some scenes may be too much for some people. I will put when to skip to when I give the TW. Just some extras: If you are ever feeling down, please remember to talk to someone, anyone!! It's so important for your mental health that you vent, you cry and you get better! I may not know some of you but I have been told I give good advice, if your stuck for someone to talk to, my message box is there! I hope you enjoy :D

Insouciant // Dreamnotfound by innonotfound

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You're Mine For Eternity // DNF by Not_Jlyn

TW: Gore, Homophobia, Slight Profanity, Suicidal Thought, Sexual Scenes, Problems Eating George...George.....such a clueless boy. An emotionless prince who lost a mother and brother. Dark magic isn't for those of a weak heart. When everything comes crashing down, will he live through it? He might get help from a boy named Karl but is it enough? Do emotions take the best of people? Is love more powerful than magic? Is a relationship with a demon a bad thing? Or a god who is in love with him a good thing? Please note there will be sex scenes if you aren't into that you can always skip it. Past achievements: #1 in Dream #5 in georgenotfound #6 in minecraft #290 in DNF #26 in dreamxd #126 in Gogy #12 in karlnap

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