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Reads 4,518
Votes 133
Parts 13
Time 2h 52m

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on a warm fall night in new york city, fate brings two nineteen year old boys together. except they didn't really know each other. in fact, it was the day that the golden blonde one was going to end it all. will this fateful meetup lift the boy out of his depression, or will it cause the brown haired one great pain? 

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Already Gone by _havesomeblue_

[FINISHED] Dream speaks what he feels. Dream understands what he feels. Dream takes action upon what he feels. George doesn't. George doesn't know how to organize his brain so that he can realize what he feels. George doesn't know how to display his emotions comfortably. George doesn't even really know how to feel yet. But Dream changes that. WARNINGS: not suitable for younger readers, angst, suicidal themes, self hatred

December: A DNF Novel by basicinstinctnovels

Dream watched for a few seconds as the man walked away. He didn't know why he watched, but he did. His body wasn't letting him look away. Talkative and witty Dream is a short-term visitor of London, England wherein resides London-native George, who keeps to himself but has an incredible imagination. They find their paths collide one evening at a local café. Neither of them know what they are doing or what they're looking for, but they find comfort in knowing they are in a similar boat. Watch them navigate through life-altering news, mental health rollercoasters, and surprise guests in this story of pure emotions. Trigger Warning (TW)/Content Warning (CW) for Mature Content: Swearing, descriptions of explicit sexual content, alcohol/drug usage, drug abuse, homophobia, mental illness, mentions of vehicle accidents, vomiting, brief scenes of violence/blood, weapons, mentions of sexual harassment, self-injurious behaviors, brief suicidal themes, mentions of death

237 Days by Alexxiiawrites

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The Pulse by tpwkbaes

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Mirrored by ryuwritings321

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The World Below [DNF] by _imgonenow_

"- But mark my words, it's always the ones closest to you who'll be your greatest downfall." George have no choice but to move across the world for seemingly unknown reasons. Forced to attend a new school and George have no doubt that he'll dislike it. However, it seems to turn out better than expected. He finds people that he enjoy spending time with. Especially one in particular. A certain blonde boy. But nothing good ever lasts. His world is once again flipped upside-down when the reason for moving is revealed. He gets pulled into a dangerous world where fighting, car chases and gambling is a part of the daily routine. George gets separated from that special boy in the process. But what happens when faith reunites them once again, but under completely different circumstances this time? (FYI: I do not ship these people IRL and the story will be removed if anyone mentioned expresses discomfort.) TW (I won't specify for each chapter) Blood Knives Cuts Violence Angst Abuse Death Domestic violence Fighting Fluff (very brief mentioning of sexual content)

― do over by mintyfrxsh

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LifeLine ~ (Dnf? - Angst) by youwontknome

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Quiet, Kitten || dnf by Glittercat34

Major TW: graphic descriptions of rape George is living a good life with his boyfriend, Cole. Well... maybe "good" isn't the right word... Let me try again. George is living a nightmare. Cole is cruel, cold, and forceful, and George doesn't want it. He hates his life with Cole, he hates the constant abuse and sexual advances made on him. Dream is an ocean away, oblivious to the mental and physical torture George suffers through every day. Well, until he isn't so far. And George wants to talk to Dream, to thank him for helping, but there's one problem... He can't. OR a book where Dream saves Gogy from his abusive bf and helps him with the PTSD and onset of selective mutism. A story told in two acts. TW are listed in start of each chapter. Started 6/1/21, Finished 8/14/21 Highest Rankings: #1 in #angst #1 in #mentalhealth #1 in #mute #1 in #mutism #1 in #posttraumaticstressdisorder #1 in #trauma #1 in #minecraft #1 in #dreamteam #2 in #abuse #2 in #anxietydisorder #2 in #gream #2 in #wilbursoot #3 in #dnf #4 in #lgbt #4 in #lgbtq #5 in #gay #9 in #ptsd #10 in #dreamnotfound #13 in #writtenwithpride #15 in #georgenotfound

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