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❝𝐈𝐓𝐒 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐔𝐒 𝐀𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐋𝐃.❞

𝙸𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝- 𝚗𝚎𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚗𝚘𝚛 𝚋𝚊𝚍 *old don't read*

"I don't care about your shitty outlook on life. I love you, damn it." ••• She's never associated herself with the people in town. Just the thought of having a conversation with even her mother gives her a headache. She isolates herself for the worst reasons. So when a family moves in next door she can't help but confront the boy she catches staring up at her window, and the way he makes her feel fucks with her in ways she never thought possible. WARNING Undergoing Editing ••• (Will be undergoing editing at some point) (Editing in process until further notice)

𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑆𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑛𝑒𝑐𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑙𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑖𝑡! 𝐿𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑡 𝑎 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑔𝑒, 𝐾𝑖𝑎𝑟𝑖 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑑𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑙𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑑 𝑠𝑒𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑥𝑖𝑒𝑡𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑐𝑖𝑟𝑐𝑙𝑒! 𝑆𝑒𝑎𝑛 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑏𝑜𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑤𝑎𝑡𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑡 𝑎 𝑑𝑟𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑏𝑦 𝑛𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑘 ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑑 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑙𝑜𝑝 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑛𝑖𝑎 𝐿𝑒𝑡𝑠 𝑑𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑠!

!!𝗥𝗘𝗪𝗥𝗜𝗧𝗘 𝗢𝗙 𝗗𝗘𝗩𝗜𝗟'𝗦 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗧: 𝗥𝗘𝗖𝗞𝗟𝗘𝗦𝗦 𝗕𝗘𝗛𝗔𝗩𝗜𝗢𝗥, 𝗡𝗢𝗪 𝗨𝗣 𝗢𝗡 𝗠𝗬 𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗙𝗜𝗟𝗘!!

"𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘪𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶?" "𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩." ⇣ 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗇𝗌 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝖿𝗋𝗈𝗆 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝗁𝖾 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗇𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝖽𝗂𝗌𝖼𝗅𝗈𝗌𝖾 𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝘩𝘦𝘳. 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝗆𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝖻𝖾 𝖺 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘰. 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗌𝗇'𝗍 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗎𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗅 𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘴. 𝘷𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘴 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗐𝗁𝗈 𝗐𝗋𝗂𝗍𝖾 𝗌𝗍𝗈𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗈𝗇𝖾𝗌 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾𝖽 𝖻𝗒 𝖺𝗎𝖽𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖼𝖾. 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝗂𝗌 𝖺𝖽𝖺𝗉𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗏𝗂𝗅𝗅𝖺𝗂𝗇, 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝗂𝗌 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗐𝖾𝗋𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗁𝖾𝗋𝗈 ... Started: January 2021 Ended: March 2022 𝗛𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗘𝗦𝗧 𝗥𝗔𝗡𝗞𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗜𝗡 : #10 in antagonist

"Been about you, since I met you and imma keep it that way" You're special to me. You're the only one who I wouldn't mind losing sleep for, the only one who I can never get tired of talking to, and the only one who crosses my mind constantly throughout the day. You're the only one who can make me smile without trying, bring down my mood without the intention to and affect my emotions with every action of yours. I can't explain with just words how much you mean to me, but you're the only one I'm afraid of losing and the one I want to keep in my life. So, please don't leave me. ~April 18, 2021 ~July 21, 2021 Rankings: #4 in mentaldisorder 9/16/2021 #6 in highschoolsweethearts 9/16/2021 #38 in urban 9/16/2021 #14 in blacklove 9/16/2021 #5 in angerissues 9/16/2021 #12 in urbanromance 9/16/2021 #3 in bwbm 9/16/2021 #20 in contemporarylit 9/16/2021 #29 in urbanstory 9/16/2021 #2 in africanamerican 9/16/2021