A murder

My name is gem and ever since my lover was shot it changed my whole life, I wanted to get revenge and hurt the horrible person that did this to him!

But I couldn't just go up to him and see what happens from there I needed to train. So I did...

I planned on finding a way to bring my lover back from the dead after I killed that sick bastard.

And if I couldn't find a way then I would just kill myself so I was able to be there with him in heaven, I believe that sense I was a good person and that the only thing I might ever do is get revenge because someone killed my Alex that I was still worthy of going to heaven and seeing Alex

But then again will just have to wait and see what happens right?...