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Desperation

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"Sometimes the heaviest burden is the weight of one's own existence."

A young boy consumed by despair and hopelessness, until he encounters Nell, who ignites a flicker of purpose within him. As their bond grow stronger, Ash begins to glimpse a renewed sense of meaning in life. However, the shadows of his past and the weight of his struggles ultimately pushes him to his limits causing him to lose a part of himself. This poignant tale explores the complexities of despair, resilience, and the fragile threads of hope that bind us together as well as how the past can once again rise to the surface

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