(Originally posted on AO3) (TW! SUICIDAL THOUGHTS! (DW, he never acts on them, but still) AND SELF HARM IS MENTIOND) we all get dark thoughts sometimes... Now 14 going on 15, Gumball cries out for help, but it's hard when you are stuck in the habit of suppressing your emotions, so he ends up putting a note on the bulletin board, as a way to ask for help