In Love with My Best Guy Friend

My autobiography about falling in love with the guy who became my best friend.

This is a story about the ups and downs as I struggle to figure out what I want most in a romantic relationship and how romantically involved I should really get with my best friend.

While I truly wanted to be with him, there were some reasons why I thought I shouldn't.

Reasons I Felt Apprehensive about a Relationship with Him:

#1 For many years I felt an extremely intense spiritual feeling that another guy was my soulmate.

#2 He wasn't my type of guy, and being with him might mean missing out on relationships with guys who could be better for me

#3 I was in a phase of my life in which I felt on a spiritual level that I should be single

#4 Health Issues

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