Would it hurt to love me? (Slow updates)

William was an Alpha, yes you heard it right, an Alpha, but if you asked him that was the only good thing in his life. Born as a submissive and a runt, he was believed to be weak since he couldn't use his Alpha powers perfectly, hard to believe right? Even though he couldn't use powers like Alpha command as much as his parents wanted, he was still the firstborn son, so his parents let him live and 'loved' him while they kept him hidden from his pack and the rest of the world. But then his younger brother was born, big, strong and powerful dominant Alpha, and suddenly he wasn't needed anymore. Left to the wilderness to survive alone, he's lived 14 years as a rogue and has scars to prove it. But what happens when he suddenly meets his mate? And why is his old pack after him after all these years?

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This is my very first story, so it may be really bad, but at least I tried. This is PG-13 for now since I'm not sure if I can write smut or not, I like to read it etc.. but I'm not sure if I have talent to write it, but this may change into an NC-17 story if I decide to try it.. Cover and other stuff will come as soon as possible. Title may change, not sure yet, this is just the first thing that came to my mind. Also, even though it really isn't something you need to know I still want to say it so you understand my situation so.. There's going to be lot of filler chapters that doesn't really move the story forward that much in the story, especially in the beginning since I want to bring in the history of the main characters for the story. Slow updates are because I have ADHD so my concentration is easily drawn to somewhere else and also bipolar disorder and autism. But I'm really doing my best for this story, for me(it's fun and relaxing to write) and for you since I know how it feels as a reader if a story takes a lot of time to update.