Fearing Myself
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Last published Wed, Feb 4, 2015
There's so many things people fear. Many people fear the dark, losing loved ones, spiders, clowns, just so many things. When Skyler starts at her new school, Freedom High, she doesn't really know what to expect. She's always been a "good girl" but when she starts to get mixed in with her new friends, Skyler isn't that "good girl" anymore. One of her biggest fears is herself and what she might do when she is faced with peer pressure. She battles depression and anxiety and also nightmares. This is all caused by things that have happened in her past. Will she be able to overcome her fears? Or will she come crashing down?
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