Secret admirer

I always figured I will be one of those people who would never find that special someone to spend the rest of their live with. I always amazed my self when I saw those old couple that still together until they get old. Still deeply in love to each other for the past years of their lives. Will I think I'm too young to think of those stuff.
Hi I'm Colleen Ashley miller I'm blonde not thin not fat just have a beloved body I'm top of my class when I graduated high school I'm also a cheerleader before in my school I'm already 17 yrs alive and breathing single and no boyfriend since birth my parents always ask me if I'm a lesbian but I'm not! I just don't want to have a boyfriend this time I think I'm too young for that stuff. Will enjoy the story of my life.As I enter my new life some secret will be revealed. What will you feel when you know that yoolder brother bestfriend is your secret admirer? Will you freak out? Glad? Mad? Or fall Inlove?