A nervous idiot falls for a criminal - a sad love story narrated from a goofy first-person Lisa POV.
This romance extends beyond comedy and crime. It explores love, self-love, friendship, family, queerness, a young adult trying to survive life.
240k words - I won't deny that I dislike skipping a moment, even if it is awkward... even more if is awkward, fluff or mature.
π Depression, anxiety, strong language, alcohol, grief, violence, stupid fight scenes, sexual content.
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Imagine a fuckboy, a popular and social person who's not at all tired of everything... now, that's the opposite of what Lisa would use to describe herself. Lisa struggles to deal with people and anything that involves people, which deep down made her believe that something is wrong with her. On September 4th, 2022, a rainy day, as Lisa prepares for the start of her last year of university, she crosses paths with a mysterious girl. From that day on, something in her will never... beat... quite the same way again. How different...? I guess she's about to find out...
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ππ’π¬π: Introvert, nervous lesbian who claims not to like people. Still has difficulty dealing with deep-seated feelings/fears from her past. Has intimacy issues, boundaries, so she hates when people invade her personal space.
πππ§π§π’π: Straight. Has a boyfriend and a side of her life that is unknown to most people. Her favourite hobby is to annoy Lisa, pushing those very boundaries she has. A bit too possessive for someone who only looks at her as a friend.
ππ¨π¬πΜ: The most popular crazy girl in university, who adopted the most loner introvert there. Everyone wants her, and she enjoys the attention. Always goes on dates, but never dated or fell for anyone, or wants to.
ππ’π¬π¨π¨: Jennie's best friend. Joker, intelligent geek. Couldn't care or show less interest in anyone romantically. Technology and video games are more interesting and trustworthy.
Park Roseanne or Park Chaeyoung
β₯ The girl who thinks that life is unfair, that life sucks, that life's a bitch. I mean, who wouldn't think about things like that if you were in her place? She's been sick all her life and she just wants to be normal. She has an illness called "Coronary Artery Disease" or CAD. In short, her heart is weak, very weak. She's been waiting for a donor for over 8 years now and still none. So because of her illness, she can't live like a normal person. She can't do sports, dance, go out on a party, have fun and most of all, she can't fall in love. It will kill her. She just wants an escape from reality.
Lalisa Manoban
β₯ Now, she's the type of girl that sees beauty in everything. She sees positiveness everywhere. Her smile will light your whole world. She's like a little sun that brings joy to everyone. She's just too positive. She moved in the neighborhood of Park Roseanne because of her grandma.
What will happen if these two meet? A negative girl and a postive girl. Both of their worlds colliding with each other. Will Roseanne finally gets an escape from reality? Is Lalisa her escape? Will Roseanne fall in love for the first time? Will Roseanne feel loved? Can Lalisa give Roseanne happiness? Can Lalisa light up Roseanne's world? Can they both be happy with each other? Can they both handle all the pain? All the risk?
Note: English is not my first language.
Started: December 25, 2017
Completed: July 22, 2019