What my life is like

What I wish life wasn't like. This is a true story about a boy. He gets treated really bad and he goes against part of his family and leaves them because he knows he is not needed or important to them anymore and thinks that he is the bad person or thinks that they wish he was dead. He cuts to release pain and has to put on a fake smile and lie about things because he is scared he will be sent away from his girlfriend, his life, his everything.