Excruciating
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Last published Fri, Apr 21, 2023
🚨⚠️🚨SOME PEOPLE GROW UP WITH SO MUCH CHAOS IN THEIR LIFE THAT THEY BELIEVE THAT CHAOS IS SAFER THAN PEACE SO WHEN THINGS GETS BETTER FOR THEM THEY WILL CREATE UNNECESSARY CHAOS BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT FEELS SAFE!!!⚠️🚨
Alexander Salvatore, known by most as Alex. She moved around almost all her life from one foster home to another. She never had a stable home which seemed to be the only thing she ever wanted in a her life. Until she turned 17 and stopped wishing for that happen. Alex is an intersex which makes her life even harder.
Lexie Johansen, short for Lexi. Alex's best friend since middle school. Unlike Alex, Lexi had a stable home and a loving family. Lexi is overprotective over Alex almost like a sister knowing how much she suffered in her life. Lexi wants what's best for Alex and tries to find that happiness for her even thou Alex doesn't approve of it.
Mackenzie Salvatore, well known for her modeling on the most famous fashion magazines when she was 16. But that was a long time ago. Now she owns a club and a small supermarket near from eachother. Kenzie likes working out in a gym to pass the time and heal her recently broken heart. Kenzie became cold and ruthless after her heartbreak causing most people to fear her.
Will these two cross eachother path? Will they finally be getting there wish? Will they be able to open up there heart?
This book contains alot of trigger so it's best to not read it if your are sensitive to this things:
- abuse
- alcohol
- assault
- +18 rated
- sexual activity
- intersex
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