this is a public diary and vent I guess

idk my friend did one and I read it with her on call and I wanna do one because I'm a copy cat but also I want some random person just going down a rabbit hole to find this one day and see my life from my perspective lololklo also tw also am I rlly gonna post this it seems kinda dangerous I don't think I should I think I'm not gonna because it could be harmful to random people reading this and if my friends read it and they probably would they would just feel bad for me so I think I'm gonna just write some weird ass shit and post it not some scary weird ass shit just weird ass shit ok ok