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Half love, half regret- Elmax

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(Originally posted on ao3)
Eleven is going through it tbh. And yes the title is from sex, drugs, etc. 

The first few days I didn't visit her in the hospital, I just couldn't bring myself to see her. The guilt of knowing it's my fault she's in the coma is always on my mind and I feel if I went to see her that I would just break down right there.All Rights Reserved

80s angst drugs eleven elmax etcthesong fluff girlxgirl idkwhatimdoing janehopper lesbianromance maxmayfeild sickficonlyalittlebit slowburn strangerthings suicidalthoughts takesplaceinthe80s thepartystrangerthings

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Help Me Pick Up The Pieces {Completed} (GirlXGirl) [TeacherXStudent] by Whatever81

*Destined to Be series book one. Not necessary to read Book one before book two.* Achievements: #1 in Lesbianromance [August 14th, 2019] #4 in Lesbian [September 30th, 2019] #5 in GirlxGirl [August 26, 2019] Avery has had a tough life, a very tough life. She feels like the universe is forever against her. And never thought that, even after everything she's endured, she would ever get her 'Happily Ever After'. Then one day she thinks it may be possible. The woman she had been in love with for years, finally returns her feelings. Avery was finally happy, the woman she loved so much for so long, finally loved her back. Her 'Happily Ever After' was within reach. At least that's what she thought, until the woman managed to shatter Avery's already broken heart into a million pieces. Months later, the wound still fresh, she packs up her stuff and moves back to the city where she was born. She thinks being in a different city and reconnecting with her childhood best friend, will help her heal. But, nothing seems to change at all. At least not until one night about 2 months later. Her friend drags her to a club. To get her friend off her back, she finds a girl to pick up. She expected for it to be a one night stand and that was it but she desperately wants to see the woman again. And she ends up getting her wish but the next time they see each other it's in one of the most unexpected of situations. Just when she was starting to think that she might be able to be happy again, it all goes to crap. Her life seems to be a never ending string of heart break. Maybe the whole universe really is against her. Warning: This story's going to get a bit dark/depressing. And even though it's clearly labeled as such but I still feel I need to say this is a mature girlxgirl story so there will be sex. Also don't read if you have a problem w/ the word fuck because I use it quite liberally.

Adore You (gxg) by VermilionTine

Nothing's worse than your crush finding out about your search history... your po rn search history to be exact. >>>•<<<-EXCERPT->>>•<< "...Sweet, innocent Harmonee isn't really an innocent at all, isn't she? " Quisha smirked at me. Any other day I would admire it but I am too much of a mess right now, I did not even know what to do. She just saw my history for fvcksake! "I... I...Qu---" "and you know what's more shocking, little Harmonee? " I bit my lip when she suddenly leaned towards me. One more lean and I'll be kissing her! I shook my head to answer her question. I'm contemplating whether I should lean and at least kiss her or just lean backward to avoid her lips and possibly regret it my whole life. Neither choices would end with me ruining my life anyways. "The shocking thing is ... all these girls have blue eyes, dark brown hair and tall. " Quisha said her breathe mingling with mine. "...All of which have similarities with me." I shut my eyes. I'm screwed! I'm fbcking screwed. my breathe momentarily stopped when I felt her gripped my chin and forced me to look up to her. "Tell me, sweet Harmonee. Do you watch those po.rns because the actresses really turns you on or do you watch them because you imagined me to be one of them? Do you actually imagine me fbcking you?" I screwed my eyes shut. Both of us know the answer but I'm not willing to out myself yet so I answered, "I...i watched it... for educational purpose only " This book will contain sexual acts and foul languages that may not be appropriate for some readers. All rights reserved by VermilionTine

First Love ( Hailee Steinfeld x Female Reader) by Love_women69

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Gentry's Chance by BrookeDittmar93

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Sadistic Mafia [18+] by m0si33_

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The Way She Makes Me Feel-Elmax [UNDER EDITING] by Max6Painter

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I Wish That I Had Jesse's Girl by Frost_FallXVII

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Love Me Back // Elmax Fanfiction by icryovereverythingg

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Help Me Pick Up The Pieces {Completed} (GirlXGirl) [TeacherXStudent]

Destined to Be series book one. Not necessary to read Book one before book two. Achievements: #1 in Lesbianromance [August 14th, 2019] #4 in Lesbian [September 30th, 2019] #5 in GirlxGirl [August 26, 2019] Avery has had a tough life, a very tough life. She feels like the universe is forever against her. And never thought that, even after everything she's endured, she would ever get her 'Happily Ever After'. Then one day she thinks it may be possible. The woman she had been in love with for years, finally returns her feelings. Avery was finally happy, the woman she loved so much for so long, finally loved her back. Her 'Happily Ever After' was within reach. At least that's what she thought, until the woman managed to shatter Avery's already broken heart into a million pieces. Months later, the wound still fresh, she packs up her stuff and moves back to the city where she was born. She thinks being in a different city and reconnecting with her childhood best friend, will help her heal. But, nothing seems to change at all. At least not until one night about 2 months later. Her friend drags her to a club. To get her friend off her back, she finds a girl to pick up. She expected for it to be a one night stand and that was it but she desperately wants to see the woman again. And she ends up getting her wish but the next time they see each other it's in one of the most unexpected of situations. Just when she was starting to think that she might be able to be happy again, it all goes to crap. Her life seems to be a never ending string of heart break. Maybe the whole universe really is against her. Warning: This story's going to get a bit dark/depressing. And even though it's clearly labeled as such but I still feel I need to say this is a mature girlxgirl story so there will be sex. Also don't read if you have a problem w/ the word fuck because I use it quite liberally.