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Half love, half regret- Elmax

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(Originally posted on ao3)
Eleven is going through it tbh. And yes the title is from sex, drugs, etc. 

The first few days I didn't visit her in the hospital, I just couldn't bring myself to see her. The guilt of knowing it's my fault she's in the coma is always on my mind and I feel if I went to see her that I would just break down right there.All Rights Reserved

80s angst drugs eleven elmax etcthesong fluff girlxgirl idkwhatimdoing janehopper lesbianromance maxmayfeild sickficonlyalittlebit slowburn strangerthings suicidalthoughts takesplaceinthe80s thepartystrangerthings

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Difficult Times (Jemily) by Simp_For_Milfs

(I wrote this story when I was in 8th grade so don't hate me for it, I know it's pretty bad but I was proud of it. So just warning you.) Jj is having a hard time at home, Will is abusive to her and no one on the team knows. She has been struggling a lot but she won't open up to anyone. She wondered if she should open up to her best friend Emily but she is scared of what she might think of her. (Jemily story) (Trigger warning will be announced in the beginning of a chapter is something happens or if something is talked about) Please note I do not own these characters Completed.

The Thoughts That Weren't Suicidal by lanasullivan_

My body began to curl itself into a ball and sounds of pain helplessly escaped from my throat. The startled animal sounds began to project from my body as it continued to go into shut down mode. It's like the walls have begun to collapse and all of the rubble is falling on top of me and only me. I can hear people screaming and shouting, but for some reason, I feel like I am the only one who can hear them. They are screaming for me to leave, to just run away. They are all so scared of this catastrophic earthquake. Because everything that they know is falling apart. - Book 1 in "Born to Die" series #236 in Teen Fiction

Hurt || 5H by harmonyswift

Sometimes someone hurts you so bad, it stops hurting at all. Until something makes you feel again. And then it all comes back. ~~~~ Through Brooklyn's eyes, everyone hates her. She's broken and will always be. Being abused by her parents since she was five isn't helping either. Her mental health on top of that made it worse. Her mind is her biggest monster yet. ↓Trigger warnings↓ →abuse →eating disorder →self-harm →suicde →sexual assault/rape

Reckless - II by IzzyJFitz

(Book Two) My name is...well you know my name and I think I'm gay. No, I'm sure of it. I'm in love with my best friend. She is wild, reckless, and the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. I love her not just for her beauty but her soul. She pulled me from the depths of myself even when I didn't know I was drowning. And now we are in Paris together on an adventure I've been waiting for all my life...an adventure I thought we were going to spend together... (GirlxGirl) ~~~~~~~~~~~ This is Book Two of the series. See Nameless for Book One Warning this story contains: Sex Scenes Female masturbation GirlxGirl kissing

Remembering Chloe by hannah-vo

I'm beautiful, I'm rich; I'm every guy's dream. In other words, I am perfect and I'm not afraid to flaunt it. But that's only what they tell me. I can't remember anything after the accident. I lost every memory I ever made, every thought I ever had. I was in a coma for five months and when I finally awoke in that sickeningly white hospital, no one would tell me anything; not even the black haired boy that scrambled to find a nurse as I moved for the first time in almost half a year. No one will give me the whole story and no one will tell me the truth. But I'm determined to figure it out because it's my life and I need to know who I was before the crash. The only problem: I don't know if I want to.

I Wish That I Had Jesse's Girl by Frost_FallXVII

It Hurts. Every time I see them together, I am reminded that I can't have her. I am just her best friend. To her, I am only a small part of her life. But to me, she is my whole world. I want her to notice me the way I notice her, I want her to look at me the way she looks at Jesse. But that won't happen. It never will. (Trigger Warning) This story is very depressing but it's not a tragedy. Also it can get pretty frustrating at times, but it's worth the read.

Adore You (gxg) by VermilionTine

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Love Me Back // Elmax Fanfiction by icryovereverythingg

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Difficult Times (Jemily)

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