When Pain Torments You

To whoever reads this, maybe you have felt the way I feel before and in my letters you would find yourself... I will write for you dear reader and for me to heal and learn to say goodbye silently... And leave.

To you my secret beloved:

"You are my forbidden mystery and my muse. I could not word how much I love for I knew it will ruin us both.

I hold towards you so affection that all I wish to have is your scent on my clothes and to touch you and kiss your lips gently.

Here are my daily letters for you and how much I desire to be close to you.
They say don't let him read them and here I am mancaling these feelings away from you just to save you and myself".