how i got fucked over
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Ostatnia publikacja pt., sie 26, 2022
how i got fucked over by someone I thought i could trust and found people i can actually trust, this is just a vent book from miner trauma in my life:)
⚠️⚠️suicide, s3x abuse, rape, abuse, mental abuse, physical abuse, self harm, back stabing⚠️⚠️
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