RUIN ME
believeinalice
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believeinalice
Complete, First published Aug 26, 2022
Mature
anxietyboyslovedepressiondiarygaystorylgbtromance
An ordinary underachieving teenage guy named Zeph Mckee struggles with his everyday life at school. Aside from being in denial of his sexuality, he grew up without having emotional support from anyone. Not even from his mother. He keeps a diary since it is his only companion and a place for him to be honest with himself and vent out his deep emotions. One day, he gets addicted to a game called Arena of Dawn, and he decides to hide his own identity by posing as a girl named Alice, whom many men, most especially Ruin Mateo, love. Zeph continues his online romance with Ruin resulting in big trouble, facing the consequences as both falls in love with each other so deeply.
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How It Started

11 parts Ongoing Mature

After losing his mother, Rylie Collins returns to her hometown for his senior year at Ellington High, battling grief and a chaotic home life with his father's gambling problem. As he struggles to find his footing, Rylie is paired with Tim Birch, the star of Ellington High's hockey team, for a class project. What begins as an awkward partnership soon blossoms into something deeper as Tim helps Rylie heal. But with new feelings and unexpected revelations, Rylie faces a critical choice: can he let go of his pain and embrace the future? Or will the weight of his loss keep him trapped in the past forever? "From the looks of it, meeting Tim was fate." Disclaimer: Mentions of depression, self-harm and abuse. Cover art is self-made.(If you can't tell) I do not own images in the chapters. Featured: @Romance's Rainbow of Love 5/10/23 @ContemporaryLit's LGBTQIA 5/30/23 @StoriesUndiscovered 6/30/23-07/31/23 @TheAmbys 2023 Teen Fiction Novel Winner **UPDATES EVERY SUNDAY**

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