Out-of-Focus Attraction

'I can't decide if it's a choice getting swept away...'
When you clearly feel something strange when you meet someone new, don't you clearly question yourself 'Am I doing the right thing?' 'Can I actually see myself with this person?' 'Will be I able to forgive myself if I get hurt again?'
Never-ending questions flow throughout my mind when I get myself entangled with him. It's like you never know when you're going to fall for someone all over again, because there's just this enticing feeling you get when you look at him. That's why... you don't have a choice whether you'll end up happy in his arms or you'll just end up in hurt and pain as you lie in the cold hard ground. :')