IMPORTANT: The character in the cover was drawn by my good friend, Quark! He doesn't have a Wattpad account... yet, but I wanted to give him credits anyways. You can see his name in the bottom left corner :). Okay, onto the story description.
TWs in this story:
Strong language, violence, mentions of abandonment, homophobia, transphobia, deadnaming, bullying, and sexualities, more than one gender etc. If you don't like it, the door's wide open. This aint the book for you :). There may be more trigger warnings throughout the story, but I will hopefully remember to explain them in the beginning of the chapters they are in.
Atlas is a 17 year old trans boy who is struggling to fit into school and doesn't have any friends. That is, until he and the new girl, Alex, cross paths. Alex takes an almost immediate interest in the boy, they grow rather close, and Atlas finally has a friend.
What will happen when they find out his secrets? What will happen when he starts questioning himself, and finds an unlikely crush?
Sorry if this story is bad, it's my first one and I'm not really the best writer in the world so please don't be too harsh. I'm also making Atlas have Generalized Anxiety Disorder. Personally, I haven't been diagnosed with it but I have some friends who do have anxiety and I have researched it. If I have depicted it wrong, please tell me. And yes, I know my cover is shit, but it's good enough. Also, be sure to expect this book to almost NEVER be updated. I'm never motivated enough to write, especially because I have exams, and I struggle hectically in school.
Warning: this book's focus is drawn to a character who hints themes of depression and self-harm. The idea of the story is to present the experience of learning to understand and comfort someone through these struggles. So while these themes are contained within a comical styled story, they are still present so please be mindful of that before you read on.
You. You're just a normal girl. A normal girl with a normal life... until you meet the boy with blue hair...
Name: unknown
Age: unknown
Human? Unknown
How can someone live a life without anyone knowing of their existence?
You don't know. But you want too. Determination fills you with a desire to seek more about this boy. There's just something about him that makes you want to know more.
He meets your eye. Is a name really too much to ask? He refuses to give you one.
If you keep investigating, you'll get hurt. You'll be killed. You'll regret it. It's not a warning. It's simply the truth.
You've been noticing strange things going on. He's not in any records. A shotgun fire?! He has wounds that heal all too quickly. How can a boy get shot and heal by the very next day?
You want to know, don't you? Then simply allow your mind to go wondering into this book and discover the secrets behind the boy who no one knows.
(This book is a representation of my experiences with dating someone with depression in high school. I wrote it while we were dating, subconsciously writing him into the character Infinity. I will say that I intend to rewrite this at some point to send a better message, as I feel some of the actions in this book are unhealthy reactions to depression, that I have a much better perspective of now)
[I'm also working on a VN based on this story.... If my studies would stop getting in the way]