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This is a work in progress, im going for a dramatic experience that shows the hardships of being unintentionally closeted, coming to terms with your true self, and being a homosexual christian. It also deals with childhood trauma as well as traumatic experiences in a first, yet toxic, gay realationship. No one in the story is going to be given a name, showing the distance between the characters and the main man himself. Also taking major inspiration from fleabag if not noticable. The main charcter breaks the fourth wall in some ways, due to this being a recollection of his experience. If you have any comments, title suggestions, ideas, or criticism i am open for anything. Like i said im no where close to finishing even the first chapter so buckle in if you wish. (PUNCUATION AND SPELLING HAS NOT BEEN ADDED/CHECKED YET)
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