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After rescuing his vessel's daughter Castiel sets out on a life of his own feeling like a failure now that he is human again. He makes his way to Chicago, discards his phone, his last tie to the Winchesters, and takes on a job as a janitor in a school, but no matter how far he runs away from Kansas, he can't escape his feelings for Dean. He thinks Dean doesn't want him after their last altercation and it's not until he finds an email from Dean in his inbox that he is reminded of everything he left behind, and the only place that was ever really home to him. With some help from Charlie, Dean is able to track Cas down, but will he have the guts to finally open up about how he really feels? Read and find out. Comment if you like it. It was suppose to be a one shot but it's getting too long. There is some smut later down the line, but it was fun to write. I'll keep adding on to it until it's done.All Rights Reserved

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Bound by Nayeliq1

Dean could still hear it, even now that they had been back for a few weeks. He could see the horror on Cas' face, the panic. He could hear the pain in his voice, recalled how it had twisted and turned in the depths of his eyes and contorted his features. He could still feel his own body go numb with hurt and shame, only to come alive with pain and dread once Cas told him about it. He hadn't been able to say it. He'd finally been ready to say it. But he didn't. Couldn't. Cas had begged him. Had begged him not to. "Dean. Please, if you're about to say what I think you are- please. Please, you can't-" Dean had waited so long to be able to say it, had fought and denied and swallowed those words, those feelings so many times. Now that he was ready to let them go, they weighed heavily on his heart, demanding to be set free and fly. Kept inside, they seemed to settle in his chest, pulling him down. "Don't", Cas had begged, something inside Dean shattering, coldness spreading, closing around his heart like a fist. "Please, don't." ~oOo~ Or the one where Cas tells Dean about the Empty-Deal after his Purgatory Prayer and everything hurts until it doesn't.

quit-reset-try again {destiel} by xawannabex

"have you tried turning it off and on again?" Cas and Dean. Dean and Cas. You would never see one without the other. The Winchester boys had lived next door to Novaks for as long as anyone in the sleepy little town could remember. Cas and Dean were always best friends, joined at the hip was an understatement. It wasn't until they got into high school, they finally acted upon their feelings of intense love for each other. Inseparable, utterly, stupidly and madly in love. They were both shattered, but their broken edges fit together perfectly. Both suffering from abusive households, both with a brother that they'd die for. Meant for each other. Until that fateful day, when Cas woke up on their 2 and 1/2 year anniversary, after the best night of his life, and found Dean gone, no note, and his place on the bed cold. Our story takes place 6 years later, when the Winchesters are back in town for college, and the Novaks never left. It's time for this sleepy town to be reawakened. Dean and Cas are 23, Sam is 22, Gabe is 24 Deans also more like his early season self, y'know when he was still vaguely in touch with his emotions (PSA: Trigger warnings will be at the top of each chapter if needed, stay safe my silver nuggets. Please. Nothing graphic, just description from what my personal experience with all of it has been. Also, time is a weird thing in this book, it doesn't quite make sense. The later chapters are better, but isn't that the thing with all first fics?) all characters right to CW

Hunting Season // A Destiel Fanfic (AU) by FandomAlpaca

[[!!WARNING - SLOW UPDATES!!]] A Destiel fanfic Au that has nudity, gayness, bdsm, violence, and more... An Angel, Castiel get purchased as a slave. But his new owner isn't what all the other ones are- Mean. So why did he purchase him? Why did Castiel exist at that moment at that time? Why anything? <<I'll put an extra Warning here I guess>> *Slaps fanfic* This bad boy has some nsfw material and some skeptical writing. From Smut to Mean!Sam to somewhat wholesome shit- please read at your own risk. uwu This story's characters do not belong to me if that isn't obvious, but to the show's writers and the CW... The only thing I will own from this story is the bs leaking out of it. Accomplishments: #1 on 'Destiel' tag

Angel Wings (SPN) #Wattys2015 by inactivetrash

Dean Winchester is a musician, and well know at that. His brother Sam is always with him, and they travel the world on Dean's tours. Castiel Novak is a misfit of sorts, who wants to turn his life around after some trouble with the law. An avid dislike of the musician Dean Winchester is tested when his brother Gabriel wins a contest and gets to go on tour with the young star, and brings along Castiel as his plus one. After the tour ends, and they have all grown close, they move in together, Dean and Castiel, and Sam and Gabriel. But when Sam and Gabriel are in an accident, caused by Gabriel, Dean blames him and his brother, testing his relationship with Castiel like never before. Full of plot twists, drama, feels, and a bit of fun in bed, this Supernatural AU threatens to grip the hearts of all fans of the show, and shippers of either one of the pairings. No foul language or *extreme* bedtime fun.

Temporary [New Cover & Storyline] by CastielWinchesterNo1

Dean Winchester Falls in Love With a Homeschool Student named Castiel Novak. Each Day they become close but Castiel has a hidden secret. He's sick and time is running out at his side. When Dean finds out that it's too late to save him. The Memories and painful reminder of the man he befriends change his life for the better, with a plot twist. ~*~*Inspire by A Walk To Remember*~*

To The Moon (Destiel AU) by DeanCasImpala

Sixteen-year-old Castiel Novak's life has never been anything but horrible. His father is abusive and his mother died of leukemia when he was five. On top of his terrifying home life, he is bullied at school due to circling rumors of Cas being gay. Living doesn't seem right for the depressive and suicidal teenager, and he soon plans his demise. That is, up until he meets Dean Winchester, an equally depressive seventeen-year-old who turns Cas's life around. Dean shows Castiel a new life, a reason to keep on fighting the fight, and the two soon realize just how much they need each other. This AU fanfic is all about how much Dean and Cas care for each other and just how far they'll go to stay together. Possible trigger warning!!!

When I See You Again a Destiel highschool AU [DISCONTINUED] by timepuff

Castiel has spent his whole life surrounded by enough siblings to make several baseball teams, a stressed out father, an absent mother and an unsteady stepmom, so he's pretty used to being ignored. Relishes it even. He's been alone in the shadows for so long that he doesn't really know how to react when sophomore jock and handsome heartthrob Dean Winchester tried to pull him into the light. Sam Winchester loves two things in life; his books and his family. But when his falls, quite literally, into the arms of the amazing and esteemed Trickster... He has no idea what to do. All he's used to is reading about relationships; he has no idea how to handle one on his own. And many many more lovely relationships to come! Read on to hear their stories! This is my first time writing a fanfic so just be respectful, please? Also I might add more ships but I'm not sure if it's gonna be samifer sabriel mitchifer or what sooo... READ TO FIND OUT I GUESS!!!! :)

Heartbreak (Destiel high school AU) by Brevitae

Castiel Novak hates Dean winchester with passion, every things he says, every pickup line he pulls and every prank he plays, makes Castiel hate the football captain more. and it would be okay really seeing as Castiel is good at avoiding people if not for the fact that it seems Winchester is convinced that he can get in Castiel's pants ever since Castiel stepped foot in Lawrence High,and thus made it his mission. Well if that's the case, then Nope not happening on Castiel's watch. But when Castiel's beloved sister gets her heart broken by the heartthrob that is the ever hated Dean Winchester, Castiel has his mind set one revenge. And not the kind of revenge you'd expect from a big brother who's sister got dumped. No Castiel wants Winchester to go through the same kind of pain his poor sister went through. He's going to tear his heart to pieces. *********************************************** Okay guys this is like my first ever fan fiction so please comment and let me know how I did. Hope you enjoy! P.S I do not own Supernatural, if I had, Destiel would've gone canon ages ago The cover drawing is drawn by Marcia. On Tumblr

Before I Met You (DESTIEL HIGHSCHOOL AU) by _Bianca-Tachibana_

Ever since Dean Winchester came out as gay to his friend, Meg, and she told everyone, people have constantly tormented him. No one had ever really bothered him before, aside from the occaisonal 'loser' and 'freak', but everyone got that, didn't they? Dean's life completely turned around when Castiel Novak began his junior year at Scurmount High. Rumors spread about Cas. "I heard he just got out of prison for attempted murder," "My friend went to his old school! She told me he was expelled, and thats why he was switched." Dean was unaware of which rumors were true, and which weren't but he had decided to try and stay away from this boy with an uncovered past, but somehow, he gets sucked in. Punk!Cas Nerd!Dean (A/N First fanfic!!! dont give up on me too early;) Share, comment, vote. ily mutants)

True Confessions by thatwriterlady

Cas and Dean are seniors in high school and they've been best friends since they were five years old. They know everything about one another, or so Dean thought. The one thing he didn't know was that Cas was gay. The other he didn't know was that Cas was completely and totally in love with him. Oblivious, Dean launches into a new relationship with a girl he meets at the mall one afternoon, and it tears Cas apart seeing Dean with her, especially when it looks like for the first time in his life, Dean is getting serious about a girl. Charlie, being the good friend she is throws a party and invites Cas. There's an interesting guy there that catches Cas' eye. Sweet fluff ensues, and it's soon after that Dean learns Cas' biggest secret. He is also faced with emotions he has never felt before, especially in regards to Cas. He finds himself jealous and angry when he sees Cas with Luke, and at his brother's suggestion he decides to confront his true feelings for his best friend, and tell him how he really feels. There is a lot of pain and heartache in the beginning for Cas, but I swear it ends on a good note. I hope you all enjoy!

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Bound

Dean could still hear it, even now that they had been back for a few weeks. He could see the horror on Cas' face, the panic. He could hear the pain in his voice, recalled how it had twisted and turned in the depths of his eyes and contorted his features. He could still feel his own body go numb with hurt and shame, only to come alive with pain and dread once Cas told him about it. He hadn't been able to say it. He'd finally been ready to say it. But he didn't. Couldn't. Cas had begged him. Had begged him not to. "Dean. Please, if you're about to say what I think you are- please. Please, you can't-" Dean had waited so long to be able to say it, had fought and denied and swallowed those words, those feelings so many times. Now that he was ready to let them go, they weighed heavily on his heart, demanding to be set free and fly. Kept inside, they seemed to settle in his chest, pulling him down. "Don't", Cas had begged, something inside Dean shattering, coldness spreading, closing around his heart like a fist. "Please, don't." ~oOo~ Or the one where Cas tells Dean about the Empty-Deal after his Purgatory Prayer and everything hurts until it doesn't.