Give Me Hope
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This story is based on a roleplay I did with a friend a while back and need to give her credit for the character Lyrik and also thank her for giving me permission to write a story with him. Thank you, Erin!
Warning:
This is a boy x boy fiction, if you do not like it then don't read it. This fiction does include triggers such as self harm, eating disorders and abuse.
Summary:
Felix is struggling enough to deal with life as a teenager, but it's even more difficult when you add an abusive father, self abuse and a love interest.
Lyrik is doing all he can to keep his best friend with him, constantly worried the boy will lose hope in his life or his body will simply give out on him from all the self abuse.
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