My diary <3 (And Other Things)
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Welcome everybody.
This is my diary (and other things) I will write almost every day (or so I plan).
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my psychiatrist told me to keep a diary and how I thought of making it public (clearly without my personal information).
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I want to let you know that my native language is not English, so I apologize for grammar errors, I appreciate if people correct me to improve <3.
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Warning: This diary is about my life and clearly my thoughts will be there, which are not very healthy. For people who are sensitive or who do not like topics such as depression, Self-harm and others, it is recommended that you do not read it.
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P.S: even if you don't like what I write and you want to comment, please do it from the respect <3
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