shattered pieces of innocent life

my life contains shattered pieces of innocent dreams
I always wonder how relations become so stronger but in my case it always betrays my heart
I started hating relations when I was five. my mom and dad divorced and my dad take my custody . I never pampered with mother's affection and love.
even she never called a single time just to know how is her five year little girl is.Days spent like this I get used to do my own work

I used to handle my life on my own way as dad not remains at home for more than three hours. he was a business man.
but all I know was I love him a lot and he fulfilled all my wishes .
He was the one who comes and sat by my bed for whole night just to give me company. so I start forgetting my mom and soon she was washed away from my little innocent heart . just a little shady picture covers my heart
maybe she don't care about me anymore

I turned nine and make new friends at school. Jane was the first girl who became my best friend