"This is me"
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  • Parts 5
  • Time 22m
Ongoing, First published Aug 29, 2022
"The conversation slowly gets muffled and I feel the tears flooding down my cheeks. I sit down on the floor crying my eyes out. I feel so pathetic.
But one thing I know
My name is not Bailey. And I'm not a girl."

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Story following a young trans teenage boy to a journey to self-discovery and understanding himself. But the story starts before he even realizes that he is a trans male.

Disclaimer: 
I use a lot of swear words in this book so please if you prefer a more light-hearted book then you should read another one. 

Please don't judge my writing skills. More like help me to improve!! 💚

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