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Sometimes, one has no idea of what their true purpose is and eventually begin to wonder where our life is headed. Living a life that you simply aren't living. Being an extreme over thinker, being very vulnerable in so many others eyes and being extremely sensitive to other people's words and opinions is so much to deal with. Fighting so many demons, forgetting, the only way out is through Jesus Christ.

Leighlah is a 19 year old girl who lives with both her parents and who struggles with anxiety and mild depression . Her father had remarried the women of his dreams, Cherie Oswald, and as a family they were full on Christians . As the year goes on, Leighlah starts to experience spiritual and supernatural manifestations and visitations. Nevertheless, her friends, siblings and the love of her life are always there for her during her episodes.

Question is, has this life become her new normal?...All Rights Reserved

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If You Love Me

"If you love me, you won't leave me." Jessie has believed those words from her boyfriend, Josh, since senior year of high school. She loves him and doesn't want to leave him. Not even when he shouts at her and hits her. Jessie's best friend, Kolleen, can't stand seeing her in that situation. With a bit of convincing - and the worst beating she'd ever received - Jessie agrees to move into an apartment with Kolleen. But not long after, Jessie is scared the worst of her nightmares will soon become a reality. Josh goes missing, and suddenly Jessie would swear she's being followed. One night changes everything, and one person soon changes Jessie's outlook. A responding officer from that fateful night begins to seek her out, at first claiming it's part of his job. As she spends time with her new friend outside of his job, she starts realizing that her feelings are evolving. After being abused for over a year, Jessie is terrified she's falling in love. What's even more terrifying is that he might be, too. She isn't ready for love. Not yet. She makes up her mind that if he is falling, and if he does love her, he'll wait for her to be ready, and if she loves him, she won't let herself hurt him. Can the words that used to cage her in really be the key to her freedom? --- Featured On: @NA: Take a seat and let it be | Mature Content and 18+ reading list @NA: You deserve the world | Mental Health reading list Ambys Top Picks New Adult 2023