Bonds we Forgive

I had a friend, not just any friend but a best friend. He was my beautiful blond haired green eyed best friend. He was the biggest part of life, he was my partner in crime, my other half, my everything. Till he wasn't. Until he became my ruin, the one I hated with all my heart. That heart that used to love every inch of him. Not anymore.
He made a choice a long time ago, one he never regretted. A choice that changed everything for the worse. That changed us for the worse. We left home years ago he returned but I didn't. I wasn't allowed to go back. But I'm 18 now so I'm back. And I plan on retribution, I plan on destroying him...
Or so I thought..,
When I saw him I didn't realize I might be ready to beg for his forgiveness..

She wicked and bad X He loves that's she bad