Chance

(No quirk AU)
'Best friends' that was the title that was given to our relationship. Tho I knew the painful truth. I never wanted to be his just a friend.
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We grew up together. We did everything together. We slept together. Bathed together. Played together. We made our first song together.
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Elementary school, middle school, high school we always went to the same school and were in the same class.
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We were in middle school when I first realised that I had feelings deeper than just friends towards my best friend. But I was scared to tell him about those feelings.
What if he didn't see me the same way I did. What if this destroys our friendship. What if he hates me for those feelings. What if he say he never want to see me again. What if he throw me out of his life.
All those 'What if's' are the reason why I am now standing infront of 100s of people with a happy smile with my very own smile hiding what I truly felt looking at my first love holding someone else's hands vowing to be there for them for the rest of his life.

And that someone is not me.

But that was not the moment that I regretted the most in my life. It was now. When I looked into those innocent forest green eyes filled with tears.

I wish I never listened to those 'what if's'