lost in my pain || 𝙃𝙐𝙀𝙉𝙄𝙉𝙂𝙆𝘼𝙄 ✔ [2] - ⋆˚࿔ 𝙡𝙞𝙡𝙮 𝙧𝙤𝙨𝙚˚⋆ - Wattpad

lost in my pain || 𝙃𝙐𝙀𝙉𝙄𝙉𝙂𝙆𝘼𝙄 ✔ [2]

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Parts 33
Time 1h 40m

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abuse angst beomgyu depression fanfiction huening hueningbahiyyih hueningkai huenings hurtfic hyuka injuries kpop kpopp maknae mentalhealth pain sad soobin taehyun tomorrowxtogether tyunning yeonjun

(continuation of tear myself apart)
          
          When did I become so numb?
          When did I lose myself?
          
          completed. trigger warnings inside!! lowercase intended. 2022. cover by @lixie-berry

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Use Me Like a Drug by TigerWooong

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⌕˳ 𝗶𝘁-𝗯𝗼𝘆. yeonbin [discontinued!] by yeonjunityy

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Broken • Choi Yeonjun by leeatiny

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