My life in white and black

Have you ever felt like nobody was there,have you ever felt lost and alone in a world full of people.Have you ever felt like no one really cares.Have you ever reached to the point where you lost yourself that you don't really know who you are anymore,when people tell you to be yourself,you don't even know what self you should become.
You ever been broken to the point where it becomes something usual?You don't really know pain till you are staring at yourself in the mirror with tears in your eyes, begging yourself to just hold on and be strong but at the same time your mind is tired and your heart in pieces but still you have to fake a smile and be there for everybody.
Have you reached a point where nothing makes sense anymore,you have cried till you got no tears left, your mind just wants to sleep.This is the story of my life