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Holy father, please help me!

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Forgive me father for I have sinned, giveith to me my daily bread and I shall repent for the ways that have over taken me! 

My confession father is I haven't been true to my body and soul, there's this man and father he clouds my mind but intrigues me at the same time. Were not wed.  But I can't keep my hands off of him, originally I came to Spain for a fresh start. To start a journey I have been pushing my self to do but now I'm falling off track with my religion along with my future. What would you tell me to do for my sins father? How many hail Marys will it take to bounce back from this sinful life.


There are trigger warnings of self harm sexual encounters SA torture and others things. Please read at you're own riskSeluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

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