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I Exist

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At school, Raven Evans is living the dream. Entering her senior year, she's dating school heartthrob Dean Cady. At home, life is completely different. Her sister going off to college means she'll be alone with her abusive alcoholic father and submissive mother. However, she's survived it for years now, so how hard can it be? That is until Taejoon Yang appears the night of homecoming and everything she thought she knew about herself gets turned on it's head. As she struggles to balance her home life and mental health, she begins to explore her newfound sexual identity in the midst of erasure from every side including those she thought would be the most accepting of all.All Rights Reserved

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