(ONGOING with OC's at @ForwardingMyDrafts))
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"What if I were to say I have a surprise for you?"
"I'd say it better have some petals on the bed or I don't want it."
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This is a story about Lee Felix, a foreign boy who moved to South Korea when he was sixteen and has always wanted to live. Sung, his best friend, has that life, and Felix wants a bite of it. But sometimes the grass looks greener on the other side because it's fake.
Then comes along Changbin, whom it seems Felix falls in love with at first sight and who seems to know it right away. They hit it off. They fall in love. Classic case of I fell first and you fell harder.
But, for some stupid reason, people can't help but keep secrets, and it only seems that secrets get everyone in trouble. Lies get passed and things get in trouble, and it seems like some things can only happen to certain people and that they'd never happen to you, but what happens when they do? What happens when you're that one person who that happens to?
Well, at least Felix can live, if not those around him. And at least there are rose petals dripping red ink on paper to guide the lives of those around him.
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I inform you all that this book is for entertainment purposes, a way for both the author and reader to escape, and in no was is meant to harm the real humans that the characters take after. This is all fiction guys, if you don't like it, don't read it.
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TW: past trauma, cat calling, suicide (this book has a happy ending i swear), tidbits of abuse/domestic/parental, issues of stalking and issues of mental disorders, cheating
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Alternative Felix and Changbin
Trans (ftm) Felix
I made Changbin ideal
Little Angst, barely
Bottom Felix
Top Changbin
"I made the decision to cheat on my wife because I liked the way you made me feel vulnerable and comfortable enough to open up to you the night before it happened. I ain't never did shit like that before and that's what made it easy for me to choose to risk everything I got for you."
"That shit probably not a big deal to you but a nigga like me ain't never opened up to nobody but my best friend-and still..that's rare. I hate even talking about her with you but I don't even feel comfortable talking to Ariana about my feelings 'cause I know she gon' judge me. You don't make me feel like that."