Fear What I'll Become After Death
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  • Parts 49
  • Time 1h 56m
Ongoing, First published Sep 02, 2022
Mature
I got used to death before, after my grandmother, my uncle Peter, and a few of my parents' high school friends. I thought I'd be able to get used to it out here too, but I guess things are different when you're the one causing the death and when you have no one to help you get over it.

I wish I could do things right. For myself, for the people around me, the people I love. It never works out that way though. I do stupid shit and it has consequences, I know it does but I keep doing it. It's like my body will do anything to survive but my mind wants the exact opposite. 

This is not a story about love. It's not a story about heartbreak but my life revolves around that. After what I did to him it's all it can revolve around. I deserve death. He deserved to take me with him, but he didn't. Unfortunately I'm still here. 





---A spin-off series to the After Death Series. This story focuses on a new group of survivors, including an apocalypse orphaned 17 year old boy from Ohio named Valentine Evans , as they struggle to make a life for themselves.



⚠Warning⚠ This story contains adult content and is intended only for mature audiences
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