my submissive side

Takemichi tortures me more every day... does he know that love hurts?
Loving is a double-edged sword, pain is collective, does that mean we shouldn't love?
Love has different forms, but they all destroy you over time...
At least, that's what I thought, until I got to know him better...
Don't love me, I'm not ready for this, it hurts too much to think of losing you..
Leave me alone, I don't want you to see me like this..
"just say, at least once: please help me. and i'll be there for you..."
In 12 years, will we be able to love each other?