Behind the screen / H.HJ Centric
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Last published Wed, Sep 17, 2025
Sometimes the life behind the screen looks a lot different .
,,Okay Hyunjin , let's start this interview . Tell me about your story behind the screen."
,,well, how should I start this..."
The story shows what hate and misunderstandings can do to a person .
Song : In your arms - sombr
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TW:
sh
Ed ( anorexia , bulimia ) / vomiting (throwing up)
suicide attempt / thoughts
Heavy depressions
Overworking / fainting
Medications
sexu@all abuse / rape
A lot of hate
Blood / sharp things
Smoking / weed
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FIRST OF, I AM NOT AUTHOR OF THIS STORY! I AM JUST A TRANSLATOR! AUTHOR : CYPRESS LEAVES TRANSLATOR : NAASTLIX AUTHOR'S TG CHANNEL : дождь и кркаде🌊 TRANSLATOR'S TG CHANNEL : hyunlix's love🎧
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