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Behind the screen / H.HJ Centric (HIATUS)

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Parts 37
Time 4h 23m

angst depression ed hwanghyunjin hyunjin straykids

(HIATUS) 
Sometimes the life behind the screen looks a lot different . 

,,Okay Hyunjin , let's start this interview . Tell me about your story behind the screen."
,,well, how should I start this..."

The story shows what hate and misunderstandings can do to a person . 

Song : In your arms - sombr 
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TW:
sh
Ed ( anorexia , bulimia ) / vomiting (throwing up) 
suicide attempt / thoughts 
Heavy depressions 
Overworking / fainting 
Medications 
sexu@all abuse / rape 
A lot of hate 
Blood / sharp things 
Smoking / weedAll Rights Reserved

angst depression ed hwanghyunjin hyunjin straykids

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