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'Itte' Is What???

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Synopsis:

There is something... Or rather SOMEONE. She used to look adorable. Friendly. Kind. Clever. Cheerful.

But as time passed she became 'It'. A puppet that have her own will and body to do things. 'It' also have feelings and mind. However, 'It' needs guidance. A commands to follow. Like a string to move the puppets. Cause 'It' couldn't decide on what to do on her own. Always. Almost everyday. It's a cycle.

'It' is a human and a puppet. Absolutely... Maybe not.

"Alive but dead."

Why is that?

"Why can't you do things without others? Do things on your own accord!"

'It' is alive but dead. Gradually loses her feelings. It's too tiring to move. 'It' wants to sleep. 'It' is easy to get tired. And cry. It's too tiring to do things the same way over and over again. Be scolded. Be hitted. Be criticized. 'It' doesn't care. Not anymore.

"Ahh~ what a crocked way to live a life."

But a book give her a way to live once again...

...

The cover is not mine. Just I just edited it. Credits to the real owner.

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