The beginning of a new start

Fuck you,
Why did you have to go you selfish fuck i bet you didnt even kiss me good bye .. I bet you left when she was asleep .. Leme guess at the quater of three.. I hate you till this day .. What else can i say .. I alway wonder why you left .. Was i just not good enough for you .. Fuck you fucking faggot .. I wont even go
To your funeral .. I'll laugh then spit on the coffin .. I cant wait till that day "jose" you were never a man .. You called me saying your my dad .. Fuck you your not a dad .. Your not even a man .. You didnt even have the balls to stay and take care of me .. You fucking sperm donut ! You dont mean shit im glad you left .. You might be alive .. But your dead .. Dead to me .. I miss you dad .. Sorry i didnt mean to say dad .. faggot is a bit more fitting .. -your "son" black shadow ..