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Lay It All On Me [H.S]

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Parts 51
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* Book 1 in The Harry and Izzy Series - originally written in 2015. *

"A lump or swelling in either of your armpits, which is what you found of course... dimpling on the skin of your breasts, a rash on or around your nipple, and a change in the appearance of your nipple, such as becoming sunken into your breast... are all signs of breast cancer."

Isabelle Thomas is a 21 year old young woman with her whole life ahead of her... until breast cancer threatens to completely ruin her life, let alone try and take it.

With her whole world in tatters, cancer, although a six letter word, is a disease that destroys lives... yet for Isabelle, during a one chance meeting with pop superstar Harry Styles at a charity gala dinner, her whole world and life, as well as Harry's, is changed forever.

TW: 
* attempted sexual assault (no rape, I promise!)
* infertility discussion.
* feelings of abandonment/childhood trauma.
* strong sexual content: various kinks included.
* discussion of suicide.
* death.
* cancer diagnosis/treatment.
* anxiety/depression.

Rankings:
#1 in HarryStylesFanfiction 13.11.22
#2 in Cancer 02.12.22
#3 in OneDirection 26.12.22All Rights Reserved

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