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Why?

Strugglingforever13

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Strugglingforever13

Do you ever think to yourself that you might just be getting worse even when people are just saying that you are getting better?
Do you ever just lay in your bed and think about your imperfections and just start crying because everyone is just so "perfect " compared to you and your just "fat, ugly, stupid, mental, ect"
Have you ever been asked that same awful question, How are you? I get asked that on a daily basis and for years I have just said fine. But on the inside I can't just say in fine because that would be lying. I'm NOT fine‼️All Rights Reserved

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