Inner Darkness
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Ever since I moved here I lose myself a little bit more everyday.
I keep on thinking to myself, is this the day I will finally lose it?
Will I ever be back to my normal self? No I don't think I will.
I have all these questions that nobody will answer for me.
I know these people I've met can answer them but no one will.
It almost seems like their forced to keep quiet.
But I know one thing, each day brings me closer and closer to my inner demon.
If no one will answer my questions I'll have to go looking for them.
I'm not sure I'll be the same afterwards.
I'm Nikki Foshtwell and this is MY story.
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