Forgive me.

Forgive me.

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Last published Sun, Sep 11, 2022

angst ddlc death dokidoki dokidoku

Monika will never forgive herself for what she did. even if she did restart everything she has self-loathing lingering in the back of her mind like a brain tumor.

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