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The light in my darkness ✅

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She struggles with trust. She's broken.
 He struggles with peace and his haunting past, Unaware of  the necessities to love, can these two come together and be each other's light?

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Cold hearted, broken and bitter; she pushed people away. She had to walk in hell and live with the devil's daughter...

***

"Rub your clit for me."

"I- can't- I can't do it -ah- I can't -fuck-"

"Do it," I groaned into her ears, pulling her up by her throat, squeezing my fingers a little.

She moaned as she pressed her fingers on herself.

"I said rub, not press," I slowed my space until she whimpered and obeyed.

***

The saying was true; there is always light at the end of a tunnel but a light can loose it's power; can't it?

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